perhaps it's better this way, to die tragically, beautifully, nobly. at the hands of others' judgment, rather than her own cowardice. it hurts, but it should hurt, maybe. she'll die up here, miserable, the only relief that she won't die here alone—but then she'll be done. thank goodness it's over.
(cw suicide ideation)
perhaps it's better this way, to die tragically, beautifully, nobly. at the hands of others' judgment, rather than her own cowardice. it hurts, but it should hurt, maybe. she'll die up here, miserable, the only relief that she won't die here alone—but then she'll be done. thank goodness it's over.
as her consciousness drifts, she thinks,
oh, she's so sorry, zvezda. ]